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Dawn Fraser: I’m not invincible any more

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“I’m not really invincible any more. I just need to turn the corner.”

Dawn Fraser is facing down her biggest swim yet – and it’s not in any Olympic pool. It’s the one that takes place when the body slows, independence drifts, and life drops a brick wall right in front of you.

Peak Dawn Fraser, that quote. A bit battered, sure, but still not out. The 88-year-old has found herself in rough waters these past months, but honestly, what else is new? The life of Dawn Fraser is a string of fights – some won, some lost, but never thrown in early. When she slipped on the concrete outside her Noosa home last December, broke her hip, shattered four ribs, and landed in intensive care, Australia held its collective breath. A living legend, three Olympic golds deep, toughest swimmer ever to lace up a cap, and this – this – could be her last race.

But it’s Fraser. Depression? Yes, she’s copped it. She admits it hit hard when she had to hand back her driver’s licence. Losing autonomy bites worse than any broken bone at her age. The old Holden’s keys were gone and so was her ticket to the shops, to independence. It was rough. “I got grumpy,” she shrugs in a way only Dawn could, grumpy enough to earn a Ferrari. Not a real one – her birthday present is a mobility scooter with a champion’s pedigree. She cruises to the supermarket solo, waving at mates – a sideways medal for surviving yet another round.

Swimming’s been off the table since the accident, and the pool is missing its larrikin. “I started rehab in the pool until my heart started playing up,” Fraser said in her News Corp interview, not missing a beat. “I was worried that if I swam I was going to drown – now, that would not be a good way to go.” She lets rip with a laugh that could dissolve the biggest frown in Noosa, maybe all Queensland.

The silence of the empty lap lane gnaws. She says her mind tells her she’s earned a rest, but then again, she’s “longing to get in the water and do laps now my heart has stabilised.” Some old promises echo louder than others.

“I’m a fighter,” she says, “I’ve promised my family I’ll be back in the water before Christmas. I never break a promise.” The woman who once brought home gold for Australia by swimming the 100m freestyle in under a minute—world record, first woman ever—still sets herself impossible targets, and history says she hits them.

This battle, though, came with more than busted bones. Fraser dropped 22 kilograms since her tumble. She talks candid about the depression – immobility, loss of routine, and small freedoms that kept her buzzing. “The only other time I had bad depression was over mum. I still think of her every day.” Her mother’s memory is stitched into her Olympic triumphs, too. She wore mum’s wedding ring for her Tokyo gold and every interview since seems to echo with her family’s ghosts – parents, siblings gone, a grandson now at the centre of her daily prayers.

Fraser doesn’t sugarcoat surgeries, death, or stubborn recovery. The anaesthetist, the morning of her hip operation, asked her daughter whether Dawn should be resuscitated. “He said most people my age don’t survive a hip replacement. I was very T-Oed (ticked off),” Fraser says. “What right has he got to say that to me? I wasn’t ready, I wasn’t going to let him win.” She prayed, asked her parents to watch over her, and walked—two hours after surgery, stick tapping a slow rhythm, the sound of recovery.

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